I was in Santa Fe, New Mexico last week taking in the clean,
dry air, the warmth of the high desert sun, the scent of pinion smoke, sage
brush and scrub pine. We admired the beautiful richly hand-woven rugs with
their subtle earth tones and indulged ourselves with the wonderfully spicy
taste of chilies.
Besides revisiting many favorite haunts, we also discovered
a few new ones. One of the highlights of the trip was a visit to Seton Village
and The Academy For The Love Of Learning.
Located outside of Santa Fe on 86 acres of high desert,
Seton Village was the home of the late Ernest Thompson Seton, (1860-1946) naturalist,
artist, author and pioneer of ecology and environmentalism. My husband keenly
recalls receiving a copy of Seton’s Wild
Animals I Have Known as a child and finding the naturalist’s stories about
wild animals and the underlying activist message of conservation and wildlife
preservation life changing.
Ernest Thompson Seton’s own story is one of transformation.
Artistically gifted, he studied art in Paris and London in the late 1800’s and
became an accomplished wildlife painter before he was 20.
But he originally made his living as a wolf tracker and
killer. Until a trip to New Mexico in 1893. He’d come to kill fifteen wolves,
but his experience with the landscape, with observing the natural habitat and
the animals that inhabited it and his interactions with Blanca and Lobo, two
wolves he hunted, changed something deep inside of him. Witnessing the
overwhelming grief that Lobo displayed when he discovered the spot where his
mate, Blanca, had been killed, transformed Seton, converting him to the
conviction that animals are related to humans in a moral sense, making us
responsible for their preservation. The popularization of this contemporary
belief can be traced back to Seton more than anyone else.
After his experience with Lobo, Seton reinvented himself
from hunter to champion of wildlife for the remainder of his life, writing and
illustrating over sixty-five books about animals and nature, and starting
Woodcrafters—a youth organization that gave young people the opportunity to participate
in native American crafts and personally experience the natural landscape. It
also greatly influenced Baden-Powell and the formation of The Boy Scouts of
America.
It is well fitting that The Academy For The Love Of Learning,
founded in 1998 by composer Leonard Bernstein, chose what remained of the once
2500 acres of Seton Village as their home. They felt that Seton’s own
transformation proved the human capacity to grow, change and embrace
“life-affirming values and justice.” One of their many projects is The Learning
Landscape, which “seeks to draw out the natural impulses of this land, just as
our transformative learning model draws out people’s inner voices and gifts.”
For more information about this inspiring organization, check out their
website: www.aloveoflearning.org
To bring this around to my own writing, I have been thinking
a lot about character transformation and the kinds of experiences and epiphanies
that can bring about this extreme transformation. I believe that Ernest
Thompson Seton is a great role model for character development!
I’ll leave you with a short video that shows another
transformative project at The Academy For The Love of Learning—their LifeSongs
project.
I have very little today.
In fact, the tiniest of things.
The newest.
The newborn.
Fellow VCFA graduate and dearest friend, Katie Mather, had her first baby last month. A boy. And I had the great honor of post-partum doula-ing for her last week and this. She lives in Philadelphia and I imagined that I would go there, walk around (with baby in pack, perhaps) and take in the unfamiliar landscape.
I didn't do that.
I did this instead.
Not so much walking around as waltzing around...the house. And then sitting, like this. And feeling the fluttering heartbeat of a just shy of 3 weeks out-in-the-world heart. And listening to the small sighs and squeaks of just shy of 3 weeks out-in-the-world lungs.
The landscape of a newborn.
The tiny sharp fingernails.
The healing bellybutton.
The milky tongue.
The touchdown arms.
The rise and fall of a cloth-diapered bum, a perfect child's pose, feet and hands tucked neatly under the belly.
In my usual burst of enthusiasm for the things I love and the
desire it creates to imitate them (I love to eat—I should learn how to cook! I
love to read—I should try and write a novel!) I have been building a bird’s
nest.
Now the root of this passion is two-fold—I have always loved
bird’s nests—I have collected obviously (and sometimes barely) abandoned ones
for years. (Usually to have them disintegrate on a bookshelf after a time). I
also love artist’s books and altered book artwork and recently made a pact with
my oldest artist daughter, Ceinwen, that I would make a piece to enter in the annual
MOCA (Marin Museum of Contemporary Art) altered book show and auction, if she
would.
It’s due in a month.
The first step, for me, was to find a book to alter. So I
visited the Reader’s Bookstore in Fort Mason to look for a vintage book that
might be the foundation of my piece. I knew I wanted it to be something to do
with birds and/or trees. I found an old library book from the 1940’s, a novel
titled The Trees. The deckled pages are thick, slightly buckled and yellowed,
the cloth cover is a faded blue. I cut a deep hole in the middle with an exacto-blade
where my nest could rest.
Now making a bird’s nest is not as easy as it might look
(neither is writing a novel!!!) I can definitely say that the slanderous term
‘bird-brain’ is a mislabel—birds are incredibly clever architects of little
woven miracles.
After I took a walk in the woods and collected some leaves
and twigs, I made an awkward skeleton out of some copper wire. I soaked the
twigs, then bent and twisted, snapped and cursed and tucked until I had a funky
little bowl of twigs.
What I have created is an imitation of a bird’s nest. It’s a
pretty good imitation— there’s little question as to what it’s supposed to be. I
think most people would look at it and think, oh, that looks like a bird’s
nest. (As opposed to oh,…that’s interesting…what is it?)
It’s the same as when we write and try to create a
well-rounded, believable character or a realistic setting—we are creating a
plausible imitation. And sometimes we have to distort reality to make what is
written work. This is especially the case in writing dialogue—if we as writers
were to write a page of dialogue the way we all normally speak, it would be
unbearably boring and dull with all of the um’s and uh’s and you know’s—so what
we write is an imitation of dialogue.
They say that imitation is the highest form of praise.
I say, praise be to the birds, to their beautiful nests, to
the trees that hold them, to their wood that is made into paper, to the books,
to the stories told and written and read. And to all of those who imitate them
with love in their hearts.
Walk and touch peace every moment. Walk and touch happiness every moment. Each step brings a fresh breeze. Each step makes a flower bloom. Kiss the Earth with your feet. Bring the Earth your love and happiness. The Earth will be safe when we feel safe in ourselves.
We met at Vermont College of Fine Arts in the amazing and wonderful Writing for Children and Young Adults MFA program, and immediately became a part of the class of Unreliable Narrators--a group of talented, passionate, supportive women. We could not have asked for, or even dreamed of, a better place to land. We both felt incredibly blessed.
Taking inspiration from a lecture by VCFA faculty member Julie Larios, we began practicing The Art of the Flaneur--being present as you wander in your world, and taking note of the details.
After graduation, we visited each other on our respective coasts and were struck by our shared interests. Beyond our passion for children's literature, language, words and the exquisitely turned phrase, we found that we also shared a deep reverence for nature and for finding the extraordinary in the ordinary. All with a sense of gratitude and a deep awareness of the blessedness of everyday life.
We wanted to continue to explore and share the observations we each make on our daily wanderings; thus was born this blog.
We thank all of the writers who have come before us and kissed the earth with their feet...and their words. We feel honored to follow you.