The week between
Christmas and New Years is that liminal time—time between the past and the
future. Yes, I know that every moment of our life sits in that space; it’s
called the present, but somehow, this week more than any other time of the year
feels to me like the rest stop between links of a journey, the biggest present
of the year. It’s the time to look back over the landscape of the last year and
forward to the terrain of the new.
And it’s the
time to make New Year’s resolutions.
Last year during
this week, I made three resolutions. (Because more than three just gets lost
and forgotten by the end of January)
The first was to
try to get my wild and crazy dog, Emma, to NOT go ballistic—barking and
spinning and barking and spinning and spinning and spinning whenever a cable car
goes by. (We live one block from the cable car line on one side and three
blocks on the other, so it’s really hard to take a good walk without crossing
one of them) I’m proud to say that with the help of
about thirty pounds of string cheese, we’ve been close to 72% successful.
The second
resolution was to find a new literary agent—now this is the kind of resolution
that I know is not a good kind to make because it depends on so many factors
outside of a person’s control, BUT I am absolutely thrilled to have signed with
the wonderful Erszi Deak of Hen and Ink last September!
The third
resolution was more general. (Also not the best kind of resolution because it’s
too easy to fudge.) It was to get back to my ‘crafty’ roots and start making
things with my hands again. I started out buying enough wool to needle felt a
hat. (What was I thinking? I don’t wear hats and don’t have any close friends or
family who wear hats…) The skeins are still sitting on the top shelf of an
armoire waiting for their new form. Maybe this year I’ll make a shoulder bag
instead. Or not. I did, however make seven crepe-paper tangerine surprise balls
last week to hand out at Christmas dinner, so won’t beat myself up too much.
This year, I am
going to keep my resolutions very simple.
1) I will start
each morning reminding myself to do my
best by quietly reciting the last stanza of William Stafford’s poem, THE DREAM
OF NOW:
Your life you live by the light you find
and follow it on as well as you can,
carrying through darkness wherever you go
your one little fire that will start again.
2) I will try
and write a few brief sentences every day in my day planner, noting what
happened each day, (so I won’t forget) something that gave me joy, and
something I am grateful for. Here’s one for today (it’s old but always make me
smile, plus I think we need more free hugs)
3) I will once
again try to work more with my hands, because it’s good for my soul and my brain.
I have a box of colored crepe paper on top of that same armoire and will see
what else comes of it. I’m thinking owl.
So, tell me, what
are your New Year's resolutions?
Take Good Care,
Sharry
Thanks as always, Sharry. Because of you I started journaling again, and put my "2013 Goals" in my new journal. I had done some journaling in Word but am going back to hand-written due to this article: http://bostonglobe.com/ideas/2012/12/30/mom-what-was-handwriting/R6rdxJKS5OGS2YicuXhCaK/story.html
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